Even after.

Even after , Jesus Christ will be by my Side and accompagning me. He is defeated and dead. He Can not bother. Yet , He is Good. And He, God. Maybe i have to tell You, dear Lord: there was a curse, i left him unwritten. I dare to Say, your holy Name was cursed. I dare to Say that for all thé love You showed us, IT IS still You that suffers the most. 

Still You suffering for us. The only one. 

I did not wanted that He suffers for us once more. Me either Indeed i did not wanted that.